once upon a norza

I've been thinking a lot these few days. And I discovered a few things. Things are not what they seem to be at times and they give me a headache sometimes. So much until the thin line of vein (i call it the stress vein) popped out on my forehead. The last time I had this was when I was in school, mulling over the final year project. I have 2 obvious options. I can either let myself being 'sucked' in or be a rebel. Or maybe a 3rd option. Just ignore everything and get on with my life, pretending nothing happened.

But being me, I can't just sit on a problem. I need to solve it fast and get it done and over with. And being me, I'm trying as hard as I can to make everyone happy. But I ask myself this; "Is this all worth it?"

I was actually googling for 'bukhr' when I saw a Singaporean selling bukhr from Dubai. Out of curiosity, I clicked on her blog and saw one of her entries about how her mum-in-law faced her own problems. Her usual routine would be doing her prayers, read the Quran, zikr and du'a. And she continued life as usual considering an even more complicated situation she's in.

At the end of the day, I'm responsible for whatever major life-changing decisions I'm going to make. I wish life has an [Undo] button. May God help me.

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