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I'm feeling a tad lazy this morning. I'm also hungry and it's only 10.57am. I wish I could have a day off and rent a car and just drive aimlessly. Or just go somewhere remote and aim, frame and shoot. But I don't even own a camera yet. And I have already used up all my leave when my parents did the umrah. Besides I have an important assignment to complete by tomorrow. Although I have completed my part of the project, I still have to 'help' the student in the opis to complete his part of the project. I hate it when people procrastinate and they can't complete their work and I have to do it for them eventually.

And you know what, today's Aisyah's 1st birthday (although she's already ONE on the 8th Ramadhan last week) It's been 9months of separation anxiety for me. Whenever we bring her home, I don't like to let her sleep alone and will never do it till she's a bit older (that will be another space problem but we'll figure that out when the time comes). I know this is bad bad bad and I have to wake up groggily at 3am and mix her formula. But it's the time to make up all the needed nutrients because she's like half of the size of babies her age. She still can fit into her tshirt meant for 6-9mths baby. besides I'm a light sleeper and she doesn't fuss much and goes back to sleep immediately after her morning feeds. The only problem is the kanda can't get to sleep with us because the bed can only fit both me and Aisyah comfortably. Maybe like in his words, we "should just sell the bed" and sleep on mattresses on the floor! Sounds like those Japanase zen-like feel, don't you think so? And my cramped room will look larger too. Talk about minimalism!

Of course, Aisyah doesn't seem to care if I'm around but I'm just not fine without her. Yes, even after 9 freaking-long months...I still can't get used to this arrangement.
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At 1:13 PM, Anonymous ladylynn said...

hmmm..i'm a bit clueless on the 'arrangement' that u were talking abt....maybe becos we didn't quite keep in touch..anyway we shd meet up for raya or after raya k...give me a chance to c aisyah too :)    

At 1:43 PM, Blogger raggedyanne said...

hey i feel for you. We co-sleep too at night (sempit gila rasa but squeeze in jugak!) coz Nunu wakes up everytime i put her in her crib. Sometimes i feel it's such a waste to spend on the crib (& the buai & the playpen & the stoller) coz Nunu doesn't like to be in them. Sigh...    

At 2:23 PM, Anonymous ibu aisyah said...

fadh, i only get to see aisyah on weekends...shes with my mum on weekdays....insyaAllah hope to see you soon...catch up on things.

anne, aisyah also wakes up everytime i put her in her cot...now i've put her cot in some corner at our home. and about the stroller...jarang skali bawak balek that thing when i took her on fri nites unless me and hubby planning to go walking somewhere 4-5hours. i prefer carrying or wearing her actually..just ordered a mei hip baby carrier online...cant wait to get it! hehehee...    

At 12:50 PM, Anonymous ibu safiyyah said...

I do have separation anxiety too though i fetched her home every day after work..i guess its normal for mothers.    

At 1:47 PM, Anonymous ladylynn said...

ok now i understand.. InsyaAllah we'll meet for raya nanti k..jgn tak jadi ;)    

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